Who am I?????

what will this day be like? i wonder....what will my future be? it seems that from childhood, i aspire to be someone influential n make a difference and i always wonder how it feels to be an adult. now i'm all grown up i realise that i havent really grown up as my feelings n thots to a certain extent are still from childhood.......i've in a sense imported my childhood to my adulthood....i havent been blogging for some time now...this is like a journal, a diary to me. Im not young anymore but m still looking for my pie in the sky kind of existence. Hmmmmm...why m i in m'sia? given a choice, i'd like to b in Sydney n settle down there. how about Singapore? so why m i here? why did God in His wisdom put me here? ok...ok...today i'm feeling abit down......the man i wanted has gotten married all because i didnt take action. some women have all the luck....they can be slim and pretty n snag the most eligible bachelor of the year!!!! What about me hah? I'm a pretty girl too yet the men i like are married!!!! Another college friend of mine got married recently n settling down in Sg. Lucky girl...the man she hitched too is also a good catch!!!!

When i reach heaven, the first thing i will ask God is ,
"Why am I still single?"

until then..any eligible young men who is interested....drop me a line!!!!!